谢谢你爱过我！

To the only one, Happy Birthday!! ❤️

To the one that I was once care the most, Happy Birthday!!! ❤️ Haha~ Sorry that this year no surprise, no birthday cake, no birthday present, no special birthday wishes for u. Actually I'm very happy and unexpected that u actually gave me a call when I asked u to do so. It was really out of my expectation. Haha~ sorry that not being the 1st who wished u on this special day. I had called twice but it had gone to voicemail. You must be answering call and receiving birthday wishes from others that time. Haha~ This year must be quite unforgettable for u as birthday boy need to return call instead of others to call u. Haha 😜 Thank you for everything that u have done for me. I realized that u will only be good to me when there is only both of us.  Lol..

Happy 24th Birthday to the only one!! ❤️🌹😘💝🎆

May all ur dreams come true~ All the best in life.. 

生日快乐！🎂💋🎈

久违的二人之旅

Finally we met up today! 

This is the second time we had a quick lunch in an hour and rushed to cinema for a movie. Actually we planned to watch overheard 3 but the showing time was quite late so we watched X-men at last. Finally I had the chance to watch a movie in Pavilion cinema 😍 

After movie, we went to daiso to purchase some daily used stuff and hang around in pavilion. There was an Batman exhibition in Pavilion. I snapped some photos of it. Here they are...

Oops, someone was so focusing till he didn't realize he was captured by me. 🙊

Such a big Batman's Car 😮

After hanging around in Pavilion, we headed to KLCC.. You were complaining that the journey was far.. You asked me "Don't I feel so?" I answered no.. Of course u dunno the real answer in my heart.. I don't feel that the journey was far is due to you were the one who accompanied me to walk from pavilion to KLCC, that's why I don't feel that the journey was far.. Actually u don't know how much I wished that the journey do not have ending so that we can keep on walking together.. But, I know it is impossible! 

After reaching KLCC, we hang around inside the mall.. Then, we sat at the park for awhile to watch the water fountain and snapped some pictures. 

Is this nice? 😬

I only managed to capture half of the twin towers.. Lol

Oops.. 2nd time of captured secretly without his knowledge. 🙊😁

The most statisfied selfie of us among the 4 photos we have captured 😜

We headed back to pavilion after selfie.. We said goodbye to each other twice when we were at the T-junction as we had to go different way home. Actually u don't know how sad was I just now when   we said goodbye to each other. It makes me remember of the day we broke up 😭It seems like we are not going to meet anymore.. I turned back and looked at u while we separated and walked at our own way.. I still stood there and looked at u walking all along the way to the monorail station then I only left. 😕

Ps: 经过了这次的相处，我发现我们已经回不去了.. 我们好像只能当永远的好朋友. 我也发现我已经没有当时的冲动了可是我却有很多很多的不舍.. 我不懂我要如何跟你好好说再见. 我这一年来一直活在过去，我已经习惯的把你放在我人生的计划中.. 现在我是时候要把你抽离我人生的计划，勇敢地面对现实了.. 

Happy Birthday to Myself ❤️

Happy Birthday Girl! You have officially turned 23 years old d.. You should love yourself more.. Eat more & gain weight.. Enjoy ur single life.. Fast finish up ur thesis n get graduate by this year.. Love daddy & mummy more.. Love ur two little naughty  kiddy Boy boy & tobby..  Do whatever u like.. Try something new that u have never tried before in ur life, it would bring u new experience & memories.. But now, the 1st priority should be ur THESIS! Remember that!!!!

Hmm.. thank you everyone for the birthday wishes, i really appreciate that.. I also hope that my wish may come true~ haha.. Hey, my 大方的男人 thank you for the birthday "song" and the short birthday wish.. Thank you for not treating me as what I had treated u on ur birthday.. I'm really sorry that i did not wished u.. Thank you for being there for me at my important day, i really appreciate it.. Finally, we could be friends back..

21st March 2014 was a great & unforgettable day to me.. It was really like a sweet dreams..
Although our status are still remained the same but the way we interacted was really fine.. I'm blessed with the current "friendship" we are having now.. Actually I did not planned to tell u that i will be heading to HUKM yesterday..  I would like to test n see whether we still have faith to meet up without planning..
Luckily i did not do that, if not i would have regret forever.. haha..

Thank you for meeting me up after u finished ur class and after i finished my lab visit..
Although it was only a short two hours but it was really amazing.. We had lunch together in the cafe, we talked like last time which we have used to talk.. Thank you for being my personal tour guide of the day..
Thank you for introducing me the place where u usually go in the hospital and u usually work in the hospital..
It was a great and challenge experience i have ever had in my life as this was the 1st time i pretended to be a medical student in the hospital.. Thank you for bringing me to the library, surgical wad & so on.. Thank you for the nice photos and memories too~ Yesterday was really a sweet dream to me..

The main gate of HUKM~

The logo of HUKM that strongly showed that I have been there before.. :p

The most beautiful wad and me~ Do I look like a doctor? haha..

The library of HUKM.

Found the best 3rd year medical student in the library..

Haha.. he did not knew that he was captured secretly by me.. :p

Shh.. don't let him know..

The basic things such as alcohol swab that a medical student need to have when going to wad.

He claims that this is ugly as it is old d.. He wanted to give me a new one but we have forgotten to take when we were in the wad..

The machine behind me is a machine where students want to return books by  themselves..

The big book that i'm showing indicates the place to return books :D

The first selfie of us <3

Yesterday was really like a sweet dreams to me.. I found myself unable to pull myself back to reality..

I'm still living in my own dreamland.. I really love the feeling when we are together.. T.T But, we are unable to get back together.. I should wake up from my dreamland & face the reality~

Anyway, thank you so much for the sweet dreams!! 

I know i have to get back to reality NOW!!

Safe journey.. Enjoy ur holidays at home.. 

Have a good rest, my love! <3

Happy Anniversary, my ❤️

16th March is finally here.. I'm doubt whether do u still remember this important date?? Hmm.. A year ago of this date was a memorable day.. Today supposed to be our first anniversary if we did not broke up.. Haha.. Although this date is no longer important anymore, I just wanna wish u happy anniversary my love!! I would never forget the day that brought us together.. 

An Open Letter to My Ex...

Found out an article that suits my current condition very much..

The article is as below:

Sometimes breaking up isn’t too difficult. Sometimes you know the person is entirely wrong for you. You know that it would never work because you never achieved that level of intimacy necessary to build a lasting relationship. You never became best friends.

Then there are times when breaking up is the most difficult thing in the world, not just because you know that you are breaking your lover’s heart – and your own while you’re at it – but because you are willfully choosing to lose your best friend.

There is nothing worse than choosing to let go and move on when you know that your best friend will never be more than just that, a best friend. It’s a very difficult phenomenon to describe, which is why most go with the all-time favorite cliché: “I love you, but I’m not in love with you.”

The truth is, that is the best way to describe it: You love someone deeply and feel that you ought to be part of each others’ lives, but not in the capacity that you have been thus far. Unfortunately, not everyone can break up and stay friends. In fact, I’d say most couldn’t. That is why we lose our best friends. We lose the people who are most important to us and, let’s be honest, end up lost for a good moment afterwards ourselves.

With time, however, we learn to pick up the pieces and redefine our direction in life. Yet, not all of us completely move on. Some of us still hold on to that friendship even though it is long gone. Why? We do love them. We wish they could be part of our lives. But at the same time we understand that is impossible. So what else is there to do than to write them a letter we’ll never send?

Hey there, stranger.

It’s been a very long time, which I’m sure you’re aware of. I’d like to say that it was your decision alone to keep this distance, but I think we both know it was for the best. I’d like to say that I’m glad you are well, but as we both know I have absolutely no idea how you are. The one thing that can definitely be said is that when we cut ties, we leave no strand behind, but slice right through until we no longer remember how to find each other. It’s amazing to think that once we were inseparable, the best of friends.

You knew me inside and out, and I, you. We were there for each other in the best of times and through the most difficult of times. We definitely managed to put each other through hell on occasion, but when support was needed the most, support was given. Until, of course, that final day. I sometimes find myself wondering why we couldn’t stay in touch. Would it be so bad if we got together for coffee from time to time? Or if we gave each other a ring to see how the other was doing?

Using the phone to make calls has become archaic, but surely we could send a text to wish each other a happy birthday? Or a happy New Year? I mean, we’ve been through so much. You are a part of my life and there is nothing I can do to ever change that.

You can’t be forgotten because forgetting you would be like forgetting myself — impossible. But then again, maybe you are right. Maybe we are better off as far apart as possible. We know we aren’t right for each other. We know it would never work, and we know the friendship we have — we had — created a bond that would make slipping back into romance too easy. It would make repeating the same mistakes too likely, repeating the same heartbreak certain. That’s what it really comes down to: It’s not my heart that I’m worried about, but yours. Breaking my own heart would be my responsibility to bear, but I can’t once again be responsible for breaking yours.

So all that I can do is wish you the best. Wish you a great, bright, loving future. Wish you to find the lover of your dreams and to create a lifetime of your fantasies. I wish for you to find a friend as great as me, but a much better partner. One who won’t drag you through the mud. One who you won’t feel the need to bury with guilt. I wish you all the best and although you will never read this, although we will never speak to each other again, and although you are out of my life forever, I wish you nothing short of happiness.

Never again to be yours, 

Your Lost Best Friend

现实的悲哀

好久没那么难过了。。
谢谢你的冷漠，漠不关心让我不再逃避，诚实的面对我那自以为已经痊愈的伤口。
其实我一直以来都懂我们现在的状况，只是我还抱着那一点点的希望。
我知道我不应该再自欺欺人了。。

我们已经两个月没联络了，我不主动联络你，你也不主动联络我。。事实已经证明我在你心里一点分量都没有，我只不过你最熟悉的陌生人！

就算我没有在你最重要的日子祝你生日快乐，你始终也没感到奇怪，不妥。。你连一句问候都不肯给我！事实再一次证明我其实一点都不重要，你根本都不在乎。。我原本还想打电话问你为什么没感到奇怪呢！其实我不应该这样做，不应该给你机会在我的伤口上撒盐。

幸亏我的朋友一语惊醒梦中人啊！

虽然我很难过但是日子还是要过。我会学习放下的。。。